jashin-worshipor

I'm sorry. With everything you've told me, I'm sorry I don't fully reciprocate your feelings. I may never completely, and for that, I duly apologize. It's wrong of me, truly, to hold out on giving in completely, but I'm not sure if I could handle it. Give myself completely, heart and soul to you, and then what? What happens to the rest of my life? Do I fall in line with the rest of unhappy housewives, gossiping about the newest 'Who's Who?'? And, supposing I give in, what is to say I wasn't rushed in my decision making? What's to say I'm not going to end up crying every other night because of the words you've said, of the man you've become?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee. [  ] You keep track of dates using a calendar. [  ] You own a credit/debit card. [  ] You know how to change the oil in a car. [x] You've done your own laundry. [  ] You can vote in an election. (but haven't yet) [x] You can cook for yourself. [x] You think politics are interesting. TOTAL SO FAR: 4 [x] You show up for school late a lot. [x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/ pocket. [x] You've never gotten a detention. [  ] You have forgotten your own birthday. [x] You like to take walks by yourself. [x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up [x] You drink

Darling, I'm sorry. I guess I shouldn't have told you. I didn't realize you would react so harshly, or that it would hurt so bad when you did. We've been together for quite a while now, and I care for you a great deal. I just wanted you to know what you were getting yourself into. I wanted you to know what I was, what I used to be. I didn't realize until the words were coming our of my mouth how hard it would be, to wait for you to process my words, and how terrible it would feel for you to react to them. I just wanted you to know. Yet, as I say this, I thank you. You could have been so much more harsh than you were. You could have been mea